Prayer in the storm

As I walk with the lord making my passion and zeal to please him..I fall and raise up each day knowing how weak I am how Gods power helps me to walk with his grace. But suddenly last 2 weeks something stuck me so hard as if enemy wants to take me and throw me down, my cry and my prayer in the mist of my trail..

Oh lord how wretched I am yet you loved me so much and lifted me from the pit and gave me new life in you…

It’s you who gave me the passion for you ,

It’s you who gave me the love for you ,

It’s your love that gives me joy ,

It’s your love that gives peace ,

But Lord now my enemy is coming like a roaring lion on me to take me away to push me down ,

The more I want to fight back it’s coming with more power,

I am numb in my heart ,

I am weak in my flesh ,

My emotions are beating me down,

I am wounded in my heart ,

I don’t know how to over come this feeling of stuck in the middle,

I feel I am in the middle of ocean,

I know you are there with me but I don’t feel it ,

I know you are working in this storm but I don’t see it ,

I know the weeping may be for sometime , I rejoice later!

But my heart wants deliverance now!

I have a hope but I need reassurance now.

I have faith but I feel I am shaking in my faith.

Give me Hope.

Increase my Faith.

I am falling in to your hands trusting you.

Hold me tight, don’t let me fall.

I am tired emotionally,just want to rest in your arms.

Forgive my short comings lord ! You are my desire and my portion.

You take my soul and give rest !

In Jesus name Amen!